do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care


	do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care it's all an illusion there's too much confusion down down down with your heart find find find the secret turn turn turn your head around baby we can do it we can do it alright do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care do you believe i can make you feel better too much confusion come on over here can we get together i really i really want to be with you come and check it out with me i hope you i hope you feel the same way too...

Friday, March 24, 2006 ::: ALIBI You should never fight your feelings When your very bones believe them You should never fight your feelings You have to follow nature's law. I wonder if there's any truth to this song by Embrace. Amazing, amazing song by the way. David Gray is the master of all melancholic things. He doesn't only make melancholic music, his newest video, Alibi, I almost couldn't finish watching it. I can spend only so much time wondering what I really am. I can only spend so little time wondering why I did this or that. They say time heals everything, But I'm still waiting. It's like my scars being laid bare open again in front of my very eyes and maybe I should just bleed and faint and not think for a second just to make myself feel better. Shudder. And this time, I really have to wonder why people like to put themselves into boxes. I mean, that really striked me as you wanting to put your life into a box, one that's so rigid that maybe you're a claustrophilia. I don't know about you, but at that very instance I was wondering can that box hold you in there forever. Can you really breathe? Are you really happy like that? Do you really want others to label you the same way you did to yourself? But maybe it's just me. Maybe you're doing that with enormous pride. Maybe you like the way you belong to 'somewhere' by being in a box. Maybe that's better than not being in anywhere at all. You have a place of your own. Maybe I should start getting myself one too. And let myself know - At least I have to really verify I can indeed suffocate when you're in a box, decide that I don't like it, and from that moment on, I hope I'll be free. Maybe that way I can carry my scars with a little bit of pride. *** The week has been a wreck. Team 2 has been almost rewardless - it's been the worst week in team dos. Teaching round ended without even me noticing since doctors had to attend a workshop. Duh. I slept for 3 hours, woke up in a real zombie state, and the teaching round was non-existent. Sleeping too little - the fault's mine, but this week being zero - I really expected more. Shudder. ::: posted by Wings at 3/24/2006 06:18:00 AM

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it's all an illusion there's too much confusion down down down with your heart find find find the secret turn turn turn your head around baby we can do it we can do it alright do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care do you believe i can make you feel better too much confusion come on over here can we get together i really i really want to be with you come and check it out with me i hope you i hope you feel the same way too...

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